It's funny how the fate works - five years like five month

It passed me by so quickly without a second chance.

A second chance for anything, but now there's you

With everything so changed I don't know what to do.

My nervousness still shows…although I try to hide

The obvious is visible, ain't that a funny side?

Ironic yet preposterous – I try to be myself

And after all this time I can't help but regret

Regret my stupid silliness, regret I ran away

Regret the past’s not changeable…and now here I lay

An odd chain of emotions runs rushing through my head

And this amazing feeling I know I won’t regret

This calm relaxing feeling I get when next to you

No need to be pretending no matter what I do

It’s like you see inside me when look into my eyes

It’s like you know the real me – with you there are no lies.

With you the time freezes and everything seems great

The world just disappears – there’s no certain date

What month, what day, what year? I do not have a clue

It’s just this awesome feeling and no one else – just you.

Midnight Prayer

The monologue of endless night

I am so tired and so tempted

To find my forbidden knight

But possibility tonight

Seems too remoted and resented

But never willing to give in

To disappointment and sorrow

Not knowing where to begin

The fool I know I must have been

I hope I’ll dream of you tomorrow

Belief one day true will come

One day we will be reunited

Although the past remain undone

The years I can’t outrun

I plead my case to be presented

I prayed to find you – my soul mate

And now I ask just for one chance

One try to tell you that I love you

I want to spend my life beside you

Not just a one night standing sex…

Too far away for me to find

I do not know what’ll come of me

Can’t get you out of my mind

Refuse to leave it all behind

It’s dark all around me,

I’m thinking of you

So often I wander

Do you miss me too?

The touch of your hand,

The tone of your voice

So often I wander

Perhaps its just noise

When falling asleep

Do you picture my face?

When thinking of me

Does your heart faster race?

Do you dream of me often

Like I dream of you?

Or is it just I

The scars too deep to disappear

The pain too fresh to fade away

The knife too sharp to miss her fingers

Red river deep enough to lay

In pool of darkness, red oblivion

Her memories still tied to past

She stays forbidden and forgotten

And cries for one who didn’t last

But sun’ll come out, dry her tears

The cuts will turn in faded marks

Grey wall will slowly disappear

The cell will turn into the park

The place she used to play in as a child

The place that knows her inside

Where every tree will softly whisper,

“Remember child. It’s your life”

It’s quiet in the hidden room

Place of emotions running down

And not a single trace of soul

That’s found in this empty town

The window glass is tented black

With tiny sparkle looking out

Eyes searching for the answer’s end

But no one seems to be around

There are no voices and no whispers

There’re no emotions – only death

With masquerade of undead creatures

There’s nothing but a cold wind’s breath

But suddenly the silence’s broken

And once again I see the light

I feel the warmth of someone’s body

I’m not alone in this cold night.

I know you’re there, know you’re waiting

I know you’re searching for the one

And question only grows deeper

What’s gonna happen when you’ll come?